No one can destroy you like a child
Born out of your flesh, birth of the sacred
Adored
Loved unconditionally, while
You stand spurned, shorn
Of all aspect of affection
Unjust deflection, dejection unending
Saturated, consumed, unbending
Rending nights of mourning
Hours of scorning
Heights of sorrow, teetering
On a glimmer of tomorrow
Tears adorning the lifeless
The helpless, bought and owned
By your own blood
How else could
You be destroyed by a child?
No one else can slice you in half
With a word or a smile, put you on trial
For trying
What’s left of you dying
Doomed to go on amending
Defending the right to hope
A press to tamp down the hurting
Until you’re cut fresh
Veins spurting, you lay broken
Crumpled in a heap, racked with grief
Burning hollows weep
No relief, no light
Appears, calling me to go
Forced to remain, it’s worse
Worse than you ever feared
Because who knew?
The pain you accrue
The depth of the blow
It’s an effort to stand and smile
When you’ve been destroyed by a child. —Christina Knowles (2015)
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